Truth Be Told;

(Inspired by Aneesah’s post)

1. I act completely different when I’m alone, in group (with cliques) or when I’m with my family.

2. I keep too many things to myself because I dont know how to share it with other people. I dont think they will understand. I dont think I can express it really well.

3. I dont talk much . But. When I do. SOMETIMES I feel stupid. Because I think I speak recklessly.

4. I dont like the feeling of being force BUT I always keep on pestering  people.

5. I think my English sucks. Seriously. Even if you tell me that “IT’S OKAY lah“. Tak percayaaaa….

6. I dont like to walk alone. I HATE IT. Because I feel like I’m being watched.

7. I’m not afraid of TRYING new thing. Even if it’s freaking scary.. So that I could say “At least I tried“.

8. Sometimes I wonder why I didnt take AED (Architecture and Environmental Design). BUT. Learning ECONS is not that bad. I LOVE BUSINESS. I Love doing business.

9. When I feel so EMBARRASSED. I wish I could jump off a building. The things may not sound like a big deal but IF I feel so embarrassed.. It will REALLY REALLY bugging me. Even if you tell me “IT’S OKAY lah“. Seriously. It doesnt help me at all.

AH. Benci benci benci perkara memalukan. Kalau lah ada butan REWIND.

10. Some people think that I’m “great” “cool” whatsoever. But I’m just an ‘ugly’ girl like others. I’m really ordinary and so typical. Okay. Not that typical.

11. Sometimes I have a VERY low self-esteem. I never think myself as a very GREAT person pun.

12. I’m beauty conscious. When I was in high school, I couldnt stand wrinkles on my clothes and seluar slack.. Even if I’m just going to Dewan Makan for Dinner or KOOP to buys some snacks.. MESTI Iron Iron Iron!

13. I’m strong but fragile.

14. I’m a hopeless romantic.

15. I DONT LIKE youngers nowadays. What’s wrong with them? asdfghjklkjgfd Kecik kecik dahh.. Haish. Rasa macam nak sepak jer sorang-sorang. Tarik telinga bawak balik rumah. Sekor-sekor. Perangai macam haram. Itu belum lagi membebel pasal style pakaian..

16. I wish I could speak Thai fluently. I wish I learned Thai when I was younger. I wish my lidah is not so KERAS. Its hard for me to get the accent right! asdfghklsdfhj

17. As I grew older, I’m becoming sangat-sangat MANJA dengan my parents?

18. I want to marry my mother.. Hahahahaha….

19. I always want a boyfriend for the sake of my own interest. For example; When I’m hungry and the cafe was closed.. He would buy me foods. When I’m bored he would talk to me. When I dont have transport, he will be my driver.. What the HAHAHAHA.. =.=”

20. I can be pretty FUNNY & MENGARUT. Sometimes.

21. I love number 21 because my birthday is on 21 November 1990! Hahahaha..

P/s: This is FUN. Hahahaha..

Tags: me, personal, rambling, rant

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