I’m Sick Sick & Sick

You know, when people were asked what would they choose, health or wealth? And then, some of them choose wealth, saying that if they have money, they can have the best doctor and best treatment in the world.

But. Best doctor and best treatment doesnt guarantee you to be healthy. It is HE who cures.

And, when you are sick, have you ever kind of feels like “What is the use of having billions or a gold mine if when I’m sick, it can not help me at all?” All you ever wanted at that moment, is just to be healthy. That’s why I’m saying that, when you are sick (or maybe just me), you sort of wanting / willing to give up everything in your life just to be healthy again.

I’m not saying it is wrong to have money, seeking the best treament and the best doctor. Because there is a Hadith:

The Prophet, peace and blessing be upon him, instructed us: “Seek medical treatment, for Allah has provided a cure for every illness.”

Just saying that it is wrong to think by just having money, you could get healthy by having best doctor and best treatment in the world, forgetting the fact that it is Allah who cures.

I’m Back From Induction Course @ Sungkai, Sick & A Little Update On Bloggers Tee

UPDATE YANG PALING TERBARU UNTUK ENTAH KEBERAPA KALI NYER…

*Tarik Nafas Panjang*

Saffa decide untuk REPRINT!

Okay. Semua orang boleh HISTERIA sekarang. Yang beli TShirt daripada Saffa boleh HISTERIA sebab dulu Saffa janji LIMITED and NO REPRINT. Yang belum beli Tshirt ni plak boleh HISTERIA sebab Saffa akan REPRINT TShirt ni dan korunk boleh beli.

Okay. Dipersilakan untuk mengeluarkan sebarang komen apa pun. Jangan risau, Saffa tak akan terjun bangunan sebab munkir janji. Cuma tutup blog je lah kowt. *Err perlu ker?* (more…)

An Endless Battle

I feel so SICK. SICK and teribally sick. SOS. I’m on the battle field. To be the best. Am I going to win this battle?

When I entered CFS IIUM, I promised to myself, I’m going to change (To a much more better than the old me). Yes, I’m changing. People are changing. I do things I never do before. I step up (alone) and grab the opportunity to be one of the leaders. I challenged my self to be brave infront of people. I speak out. Dude! So scary..

I realise the consequence of holding several post, but.. IDK. I just take it. Because I dont want to be an excellent but a bad employee. I wanna strive in both, academic as well as curriculum. I’m totally like a different person right now.

I dont have courage to do anything unless someone accompany me. I scared to speak out because I’m to self-concerned. I think I have becoming like the girl who I used to hate dislike. She like to step up and be a leader, she always be the first to spoke.. Dude! That’s so annoying. Poyo giler… Now? I was exactly just like her! In some ways lah.. Oh People.. please dont hate me!

I’m doing pretty good right now, except Arabic Language of coz. Since my lecturer changed, I lost my enthusiasm..

I feel sick becuse I’m not so motivated to be an excellent student. Pfftt.. I’m to preoccupied with my club things. I DIDNT DO ANY REVISION. My lesson end after my class end.

I always end up crawling on the bed. Sleeping. Oh GOD! please help me!

p/s: I got a headache now. GTG. I know I’m going to be on my bed after this. Darn it! I’m the most laziest person in the world!

Updated: I had a fever this afternoon and had to break my fast. darn it. I shouldnt sit close to her, now I was affected…