Membebel #002

*mengeluh*

Sombong. Gedik. Perasan. Whatsoever.

I wont care much about this blog anymore. I’m sorry that I’m not GOOD in socialising. I’m sorry that I always emo. I’m sorry that I couldnt be soo hypocrite and pretend that it’s okay. Owh. It’s okay. Okayy. Sometimes I do. But I’ve my own limit.

I’m not a Super Woman or own any Super POWER. I’ve feelings. I’m just a human. Typical girl with typical life. Up and Down like a wheel. Happy & Sad as you do.

Sometimes I tried to ignore the reality. Yeah. Reality sux. Sometimes I can be very opstimistic.. But, very often I fail to control my sensibility. “Sabar Sabar Sabar. This is LIFE. What’s Life without test test and test..”

*Tarik nafas*

Life sux kann. Fuh. Okay. Attitude and Worldview. I need to change my attitude and worldview if i dont wanna fall like a nangka busuk. I NEED TO CHANGE. But. yeah. Bukan senang nak berubah.

Susah nak jumpa orang yang boleh berubah dalam masa sehari. Tabiat lagi lah. Slow slow slow. But yeah. Where to find the enthuism to CHANGE?

I know I know I know. But how.. It’s not easy.

Dan manusia.. cepat lupa. I wonder if I.. You know. Can change and not forget what I promised to myself etc. (more…)