9pm and I havent started studying yet. BTW, today is the last day for classes. Yerp, that’s right! No more classes! Yippieeee. And HELLO Final Exams. Blergh. *buat muncung itik*

Anyways, malam ini malam Saffa. Sebab apa? Sebab all my roommates are having a tutorial class right now. I didnt take that tutorial class cuz I’ve taken that subject last sem. So, yeah. I’m alone now. *cue Akon – Lonely* Hehe.

Tonight is the night where I always bermuhasabah but in the end.. end up doing the same thing. Honestly, I think I’ve tahap kesedaran yang amat tinggi. I KNOW this and that. But. *sigh* Yeah. I just think and know. That’s all.

My studies is getting worst. I skipped a lot of classes this semester. This sucks. And I know that my parents would be so dissappointed in me. There’s no hope for me in Business Math and Macroeconomics. The course assessments marks are damn freaking low. I couldnt even answer more that one third of the questions (Biz Math test). I dont even think I could get more than 20 marks out of 100 marks. SERIOUSLY. No kidding okayy!

That’s what you get when you’re being disrecpectful to your lecturer by ALWAYS sleeping and ignoring the lecture.

I’m taking things too easy. WAY TOO EASY. I have to rectify my niat. Why I’m studying, responsibilities toward Allah and parents. I need to find back my spirit. I need to wake up and realise. STOP being a loser and lazy ass.

Where’s my passion in studying and getting A(s)?

Kadang-kadang rasa macam nak terjun bangunan (ayat cliche dari zaman sekolah menengah). Kenapa lah Mak & Ayah Saffa ada anak yang bebal macam Saffa.

HELLO!

Okay. Kadang-kadang memang rasa agak pathetic bila cakap sorang-sorang. Sebab tu Saffa tanya, patut blog pasal apa. BUT. =.=”

Maksud Saffa denga rasa ‘pathetic‘ tu; membebel banyak-banyak tapi tak ada orang komen. It’s not that Saffa ‘gila‘ komen. It just that macam kita bercakap dengan kawan kita.. Tapi kawan kita tak respond pun.

Tak rasa ker macam.…. Agak Pathetic? T_T

BUT. Bila fikir balik. Bukan ker kebanyakkan blog yang Saffa baca pun sama macam Saffa? Menulis tentang diri mereka etc (personal life) dan tak ada komen sangat. Lagi pun blog ni kan memang tempat untuk merepek? Haha. Apa-apa je lah.

Anyways, sejak minggu lepas.. Memang tak banyak masa nak online. Bangun subuh pergi kerja, Asar balik. Maghrib terbongkang atas katil. Haha. Maka. Online pun dua tiga jam jer sebab kongsi laptop dengan Kakak. TAK PUAS! ;(

Oh ya, sedara Saffa dari Arab datang rumah. Sepupu Ayah Saffa.

Ahlan Wa Sahlan!

Kali terakhir Saffa jumpa “Baba” & “Mama” masa Saffa darjah dua. Ingat lah sikit-sikit. Dapat cekak rambut gelang etc. Haha.. Anak-anak dyeorang tak datang Malaysia plak. Dyeorang pergi Indonesia. Sebab “Baba” & “Mama” datang Malaysia nak jumpa sedara & kawan-kawan. So, dyeorang macam malas lah nak ikut. SELAMAT!

Sebab anak-anak “Baba” & “Mama” tak reti cakap melayuuuuuuuuuu. Haha. Speaking ARAB? Apa ingat semua budak UIA pandai ARAB ker? Mana adaaaaa lah! =.=”

So, “Mama” suruh speaking English dengan dyeorang. Haha. Tadi “Mama” try call dyeorang. Nak bagi Saffa & kakak cakap dengan Maisa’, anak sulung dia.. Tapi. Anak dia yang ke berapa ntah angkat, and bagi tau Maisa’ tengah tidur.. Dia tak nak cakap dengan kitaorang sebab dia tak reti English sangat..

Habis tu Saffa dengan Kakak Saffa terer lah? Aiyooooo. Habis lah. Tadi Saffa macam alamak alamak alamakkkkk. Nak cakap apaaaaaa? Selamat Maisa’ tidur! Hahaha. Lagi pun tak tau nak cakap apa! Haha!

Semalam “Baba” & “Mama” pergi mana ntah. Hari ni pergi Kuantan. Nanti nak pergi Melaka plak. Sekarang ni. Waktu malam-malam ni, kawan “Baba” & “Mama” dari Putrajaya datang melawat. Fuh. Almaklum lah. Lebih SEPULUH TAHUN tak balik Malaysia.

Saffa tak sure korang tau atau tak..

Wanita Arab kan bertudung litup berpurdah semua kan. TAPI. Kat dalam rumah. Kadang-kadang hot pant & singlet okayy. Sebab tu Wanita Arab tak pernah rasa tertindas dengan pakaian mereka tu. Bila keluar rumah jer dyeorang bertutup. Tapi. Kat rumah atau rumah kawan etc. Bukak lah Abaya dyeorang tu. Siap lawan lagi baju jenama tu ini, cantik etc.

And rumah orang Arab ni biasanya ada area untuk lelaki and area untuk perempuan. Bukan macam rumah kita. Culture mereka berbeza. Saffa tak faham kenapa ada orang suka buat judgement yang bukan-bukan padahal tak tau REALITI yang sebenarnya!

Okayy lah. Dah hampir pukul 12. Perlu TIDUR sekarang!

Tossbiheena ‘Ala Khayr!

P/s: Dah lama tak menulis panjang lebar macam ni. =)

(Inspired by Aneesah’s post)

1. I act completely different when I’m alone, in group (with cliques) or when I’m with my family.

2. I keep too many things to myself because I dont know how to share it with other people. I dont think they will understand. I dont think I can express it really well.

3. I dont talk much . But. When I do. SOMETIMES I feel stupid. Because I think I speak recklessly.

4. I dont like the feeling of being force BUT I always keep on pestering  people.

5. I think my English sucks. Seriously. Even if you tell me that “IT’S OKAY lah“. Tak percayaaaa….

6. I dont like to walk alone. I HATE IT. Because I feel like I’m being watched.

7. I’m not afraid of TRYING new thing. Even if it’s freaking scary.. So that I could say “At least I tried“.

8. Sometimes I wonder why I didnt take AED (Architecture and Environmental Design). BUT. Learning ECONS is not that bad. I LOVE BUSINESS. I Love doing business.

9. When I feel so EMBARRASSED. I wish I could jump off a building. The things may not sound like a big deal but IF I feel so embarrassed.. It will REALLY REALLY bugging me. Even if you tell me “IT’S OKAY lah“. Seriously. It doesnt help me at all.

AH. Benci benci benci perkara memalukan. Kalau lah ada butan REWIND.

10. Some people think that I’m “great” “cool” whatsoever. But I’m just an ‘ugly’ girl like others. I’m really ordinary and so typical. Okay. Not that typical.

11. Sometimes I have a VERY low self-esteem. I never think myself as a very GREAT person pun.

12. I’m beauty conscious. When I was in high school, I couldnt stand wrinkles on my clothes and seluar slack.. Even if I’m just going to Dewan Makan for Dinner or KOOP to buys some snacks.. MESTI Iron Iron Iron!

13. I’m strong but fragile.

14. I’m a hopeless romantic.

15. I DONT LIKE youngers nowadays. What’s wrong with them? asdfghjklkjgfd Kecik kecik dahh.. Haish. Rasa macam nak sepak jer sorang-sorang. Tarik telinga bawak balik rumah. Sekor-sekor. Perangai macam haram. Itu belum lagi membebel pasal style pakaian..

16. I wish I could speak Thai fluently. I wish I learned Thai when I was younger. I wish my lidah is not so KERAS. Its hard for me to get the accent right! asdfghklsdfhj

17. As I grew older, I’m becoming sangat-sangat MANJA dengan my parents?

18. I want to marry my mother.. Hahahahaha….

19. I always want a boyfriend for the sake of my own interest. For example; When I’m hungry and the cafe was closed.. He would buy me foods. When I’m bored he would talk to me. When I dont have transport, he will be my driver.. What the HAHAHAHA.. =.=”

20. I can be pretty FUNNY & MENGARUT. Sometimes.

21. I love number 21 because my birthday is on 21 November 1990! Hahahaha..

P/s: This is FUN. Hahahaha..

What the heck is Formspring?

Wiki kata: It is a social question and answer website. Saffa kata: Website untuk berbalas pantun. You tanya, I jawab.

Masa Saffa mula-mula berFormspring. Memang lah FUN. Sampai lah sesetengah soalan start menjadi annoying dan tidak munasabah. Alhamdulillah tak pernah lagi kena “attack” yang melampau. Masih boleh di terima lah.

Ada lah yang entahh lah. Haha. Saffa tak ingat pun soalan pelik-pelik atau pun yang menyakitkan hati ker apa ker. Maknanya Saffa tak pernah lagi lah terKENA dengan soalan Formspring. RASANYA lah. RASANYA lah. Okay. Sebenarnya lupa.

Eyh. Tak tak. Kata-kata yang berbisa mana boleh lupa!

Saffa mula terfikir pasal perang Formspring ni masa Farha tanya Saffa;

Some people use Formspring to verbally attack others. How would you handle this situation? by farhaghouse

Perkara pertama yang Saffa teringat.. Andy! Then X and Nony. Yup. Dari Formspring dyeorang, Saffa perasan sangat-sangat dyeorang kena attack yang agak WOOAAHH..

Pengecut memang suka serang menyerang dengan menggunakan identiti anonymous. Eyh jap. Siapa yang serang orang pakai identiti sebenar memang, “WOAAAHH. Tabik SEPRING (spring)!”

Saffa pun pernah lah jugak pakai identiti anonymous untuk tanya certain questions kat sesetengah orang yang dekat Formspring ni. Soalan yang Saffa rasa agak personal.. (Bukan soalan yang berbentuk serangan!) =.=” Malu lah nak tanya “Face to Face”.. Hehehe..

Saffa rasa Formspring ni sangat bagus tau. Manusia ni kan macam Kucing. Curious jer. Elok-elok dah ada Formspring untuk kita sort out things yang kita tak tau. Nak clarify rumors etc.. Boleh plak buat jadi tempat bertikam lidah.

Tolong jangan jadi sungguh tidak MUNASARAWAK (munasabah) dan guna kan Formspring untuk meluahkan ketidakpuasan hati korang tu. Guna kan untuk lebih mengenali. Kalau dah tak suka and rasa orang tu annoying, yang korang pergi attack tu kenapa kah? OBSESS ker?

Tau tak KATA-KATA itu lebih tajam dari pedang..?

Jangan sampai kes Alexis Pilkington berulang. JANGAN.

Apa-apa pun, for those yang ada Formspring sepatutnya sedar the risks of formspring. And if you’re being attacked.. Apa lagi. MARI KITA BERPERANG LAH!

• I pon kena verbally attack by formspring. sedih sangat :( How do u handle this? by inxuel

Firstly, IGNORE it. Take a deep breath.. Listen to your favorite songs.. Play with something.. Watch movies.. Etc… Reply the question bila you’re in a very GOOD mood. I always do that. Hahaha..

“we cannot control the evil tongues of others;but a good life enables us to disregard them.”

BTW, If the questions are too absurb to handle and you already clarify the matters. Just IGNORE the questions. Membazir masa je layan lebih-lebih.. Makin you layan. Makin melarat! =)

Try tengok, betapa OBSESS the anon is with your life. IF you ignore the anon’s question.. I dont think that the anon will keep on attacking you.. The anon might call you coward for not answering the questions ETC..

But in the end.. The anon will just give up.. How long the anon want to attack you?

You kata A, Dia kata B, Then You kata C.. Dia kata E.. If you ignore.. Dia kata E, F, G, H, I, J …….. Z.. In the end.. there’s nothing more to say kan? Yeah. At some point. Those things will stop.

Cheers! :D

www.formspring.me/nursaffawati

Frankly speaking. Saffa AGAK cepat EMO. Dan biasanya, Saffa jarang reply soalan Formspring kalau tak ada mood. Kalau tak… Confirm jawapan formspring Saffa penuh dengan !$%^fghjk. =.=”

Warning eyh. Sumpah Saffa benci soalan bodoh. TAPI. Kalau mood BAIK punya. Saffa layan jer. Hehe. Kan dah kata Saffa ni “Emotionally Unstable“. T_T

Entri tak ada penutup. Terima Kasih daun keladi.

*mengeluh*

Sombong. Gedik. Perasan. Whatsoever.

I wont care much about this blog anymore. I’m sorry that I’m not GOOD in socialising. I’m sorry that I always emo. I’m sorry that I couldnt be soo hypocrite and pretend that it’s okay. Owh. It’s okay. Okayy. Sometimes I do. But I’ve my own limit.

I’m not a Super Woman or own any Super POWER. I’ve feelings. I’m just a human. Typical girl with typical life. Up and Down like a wheel. Happy & Sad as you do.

Sometimes I tried to ignore the reality. Yeah. Reality sux. Sometimes I can be very opstimistic.. But, very often I fail to control my sensibility. “Sabar Sabar Sabar. This is LIFE. What’s Life without test test and test..”

*Tarik nafas*

Life sux kann. Fuh. Okay. Attitude and Worldview. I need to change my attitude and worldview if i dont wanna fall like a nangka busuk. I NEED TO CHANGE. But. yeah. Bukan senang nak berubah.

Susah nak jumpa orang yang boleh berubah dalam masa sehari. Tabiat lagi lah. Slow slow slow. But yeah. Where to find the enthuism to CHANGE?

I know I know I know. But how.. It’s not easy.

Dan manusia.. cepat lupa. I wonder if I.. You know. Can change and not forget what I promised to myself etc.

This two freaking weeks (semester break).. I was at home and yeah.. at ‘Kedai’ too.. helping my parents as waitress etc. It’s sooo like HELL giler. I have love hate relationship with this ‘part time job’. Sometime I hate it. Sometimes it just soo LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Being a waitress is not easy. During peak hour, where orders can up to TWENTY bills.. bersusun macam apa. Ingat yang tukan makan pun emo ker. Tunggu lama etc. WTF. Habis tu. Kami ni. The waitress berlari sana sini. Amik order, angkat pinggan etc. Tak penat ker?

We tried our best to entertain you and you.. the consumers. Even with those ridicilous orders. Maggi & Pattaya Ladna. Kuew Tiaw Pattaya letak Daging Merah etc. Limau ais tak nak biji. Tom Yam nak pedas giler nak mampus. Of course we can do it. We are willing to do ANYTHING for customers. Even after walking here and there for freaking two hours..

Still. We need to smile. And Sabar sabar sabar taking your freaking lama-nya-nak-fikir punya order. It’s okay if customers tak ramai but when there’s like freaking ramai customers and while waiting for your orders I could serve other tables.. That would be so depressing okay.

And then.. here and there request Telur Dadar, Sambal Belacan and Sup Kosong. I can be pretty confused too. I’m SO SORRY. I’m sorry that I’m so forgetful. I’m sorry. It just so depressing okay. Freaking depressing sampai I wonder how my parents could do this job for freaking more than 20 years untuk sara our family.

My legs hurt so much sampai sometimes I wish I could just run from there.. I dont want to do it anymore. I used to cry because of this so called “hardship”. It was too hard for me. I did few mistakes and was scold. Missed few orders etc. I feel so guilty when customers have to waiiittttttt for their food. Looking at the empty tables and their hungry face jenguk jenguk where are their food. I dont feel very ease punn. But what can we do.. It’s not that the food jatuh dari langit. There’ only two cooks. Believe me. We try our best to serve you.

Right now.. the only thing that make me still do it is my parents. And I think despite all those aches, my parents still do it because of us too. One thing that they always told us, “We Do It Because Of You.. ”

Being a waitress taught me to be patient.

The job actually.. agak entertaining. Those loud and humorous customers. The friendly customers. And those pelanggan tetap that always says “Macam Biasa” since I was small.. Gosh. Tak bosan ker makan benda sama? And it’s entertaining too when some customers mengeluh bila Mak tak masak sebab sibuk buat benda lain. And when the customers request and insist my mum to cook their food. Not the other Cook which is my brother.

It’s more entertaining when there are “pelanggan lama” that ask.. “Kamu ker yang kecik kecik dulu.. lari sana sini”.. Yup. that’s right. That’s me. Haha.

I grew up at that ‘Kedai’. It’s my second home.

Oh. BTW.  I was summoned due something by Mahallah Office and I thought that I wont be able to access my result. But.. Somehow. The summon was not recorded (yet?).. So. I could view my result. WTF.

So. I did VERY VERY Bad. It’s FREAKING BAD. It sux. Sangat sux. Thank to Allah it still above 3.00. Now. Nak kena puasa 10 hari. Haha. yeah. That’s my nazar if my pointer is above 3.

Okay. Got to go. Esok kerja! Hari-hari kerja kerja kerja! :D

Oh. Nah. I’m not gonna back to those twitter, blogsphere what so ever YET. Still emo. WTF kann. Okay. Bubye.

P/s: Baca sampai habis? Satu persatu? Hebattt!

P/s2: I didnt re read this entry. If ada salah ejaan atau whatsoever. Lantakkk lah kan..

Yup. I know I know…. Pretty drastic changes. From my blog template to my writing style (not really).

Anyways, while browsing around the tumblr. I found out about this 30 Days project. Soooooo interesting.. Persoalannya sekarang. Patutkah Saffa update di blog ini atau blogspot?

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Day 20 — A hobby of yours
Day 21 — A recipe
Day 22 — A website
Day 23 — A YouTube video
Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
Day 27 — This month, in great detail
Day 28 — This year, in great detail
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Frankly speaking. I always wanted to blog something yang simple. Just a picture and few words. Macam kat tumblr tu… I used to have tumblr. But. Entah lah. Macam hilang arah. So. I deleted the tumblr account.

For the blogspot.. At first, I create the blog because of this. But. Alhamdulillah. Someone is AWESOME enough to sponsor my blog hosting. THANKYOUVERYVERMUCH!

Sebenarnya, macam sedih gak lah bila tak dapat blog dekat blogspot tu. Ada gak lah terdetik rasa menyesal SEKEJAP sebab terima tawaran tu. Hahaha.. =.=” SEKEJAP sahaja. Lepas tu BERSYUKUR balik.

As I said before. I wanted to blog something simple. Enough lar with all those craps entries a.k.a traffic seeker a.k.a trying-so-hard-to-be-YOUKNOWWHAT.

Then. Saffa terfikir. WHY NOT Saffa tukar template blog Saffa! Yup. That’s it!

So. I’m REALLY hoping that you would understand me. This is my blog and I REALLY REALLY dont think that the blog template suit me anymore. Somehow. When I want to blog. I feel so restricted. That’s why I change it.

It’s really hurtful when some people INDIRECTLY ‘criticize‘ my current blog template. I DO know that AisyahRozi’s template is waaayyyyy PRETTIER than this. But. geezz. Do I have to explain it?

You should understand it by now kan.

Haha. I just cant stop talking now. Let’s go back to the point! Should I blog HERE or at another blog? I know that it’s UP to me. But I would love to hear your opinion. Seriously.

I’m sorry for being EMOTIONAL lately.

P/s: Frankly speaking. I’m emotionally very sensitive and cepat terasa. Sometimes I would keep all the things for myself. Sometimes I just spill it out.

The realization struck me hard.

The only thing that I could do was staring at the assignment. I feel SO STUPID. Stupid for playing too much. Stupid for keep procrastinating. And stupid for addicted to surfing the internet. The stupidest thing is, not to be able to answer the questions eventho I’ve all the notes and reference.

I tried my best to hide my emotions. Slowly, I’m crying in my heart.. But it was so unbearable.. And the tears start to falling slowly.

I want the best. Not only for my self. But for my parents and family.

But somehow. Those A(s) are slowly disappear. The hope of getting 3.5 above seems almost impossible. The truth is.. I’m scared to death. What if I didnt get 3.5 above.. What if I didnt get a scholarship..

I couldnt imagine how I’m going to continue my study without scholarship. Seriously. This is so unbearable. *sigh*

Please laugh out loud at my stupidity. Thanks god there’s less than two weeks before the final exam. I’m not gonna give up. I’ll try all my best. It’s pay back time.

TAK TAK TAK…. Maluuuuuuu.. Maluuu sebenarnya! Malu yang teramat! Hahahaha.

Saffa sebenarnya dah lama nak buat Vlog, tapi macam segan giler nak cakap dengan kamera! Pastu nanti orang dengar Saffa membebel, apa plak orang fikir. “Dah tak betul ker Saffa ni?”

Hahaha. Dan, disebabkan hari ni Saffa balik hostel awal.. And room mates Saffa semua tak ada. Saffa pun apa lagi. Haha. Naik lah tanduk.

Warning: Totally pointless and Saffa banyak rambling. Tak apa lah kan. First Vlog. Memang lah mengarutkan. Sumpah Saffa tak tau nak cakap apa! Haha. =.=”

Saffa tak sangka giler nak buat vlog ni bukan senang. Saffa macam.. Haish. Haish. Haish. Entah berapa kali Saffa record, membebel pastu delete.. =.=”

Kalau korang perasan, mulut & muka Saffa macam tegang giler.. Sebab Saffa macam nak gelak giler-giler. So, mulut tu macam nak senyum jer. Sakit pipi Saffa. Hahaha. Tak apa lah. Lepas ni Saffa rasa Saffa dah boleh relax sikit kowt masa buat vlog!

Hahaha. Dah pasang niat nak buat second Vlog! Tapi tak tau lagi nak membebel pasal apa. Tengok lah nanti. =P

Actually Saffa ada banyak TERSALAH cakap. Such as nak cakap pasal Saffa cuti tu, and pasal Pizza tu.. Saffa yang asyik mention pasal Pizza Pepperoni. Lisa tak pun. Sebab Saffa nervous sangat-sangat! And actually Saffa rasa macam awkward giler buat Vlog ni. =.=”

Saffa tak sabar giler nak tunggu Chinese New Year! Macam yang Saffa cakap. Saffa dah ada rancangan baik punya. Yay! Harap-harap semua berjalan lancar.. Aminnn…

Lastly, tolong doakan Ujian undang-undang jalan raya Saffa esok! Betul ker tak yah study pun boleh lulus Ujian ni? Huhu.. Okay. Bubye! Have fun everyone! =)

P/s: Siapa pernah buat Vlog? Angkat tangan! Saffa nak berguru nih! Haha. Aneesah? Aisyah?

P/s2: Lambatnyerrrr YouTube……….. Zaaassss..

They crawl, they walk and they run..

Adorable is the perfect word. Annoying is the complementary. How come Little Creatures can be so seductive? Sweet as Candy. Kissable. Hug-able. Isk. Gerammmnnyyeerrr…

Dear Little Creatures,

What are you doing now? I Miss You so badly. Do you miss me? Do you remember me? If Doraemon exist (which is very insanely ridiculous as he’s not), I would ask him to give me PintuSukaHati so I could go and see all of you when I Miss You.

The fact that we could only meet once per year make me.. *sigh* and by the time we meet each other, you would already forgot me kan?

Dear Little Creatures,

Please do not forget me okay? *Sob sob sob. Buried face into pillow*

I’m sending my flying kiss, I hope you get it by now. Little creatures, take care! =.=”

Sweetie Sunshine,
You make me scared with your softness,
But I love your Innocence..

Cutie Pie,
You drained my energy with your curiosity,
But I love your Hyper-activeness..

Honey Bunny,
You make me want to sulk with your coldness,
But I love your Sweet Smile..

My Beau,
First Love

Little Creatures, May Allah Bless All Of You! =)

And yes, they are my little cousins at Pattani except for Sweetie Sunshine, my relative’s daughter.

Matlamat tak menghalalkan cara TAPI dengan ada nya matlamat.. *senyum penuh makna*

BTW, Saffa rasa macam Burung Hantu betul lah. I works best during the night. Not much distraction, it’s quiet and peaceful. Geezz. Saffa suka giler keadaan macam ni.

(Almost) Two weeks has passed by since I enrolled in IIUM and the classes already started. And I love Dr.Zai-ni class (The Islamic Worldview). Psssttt. I secretly want to marry a guy like him. Hahaha.. Seriously okayy!

Very Islamic, Humorous and MODERATE. He’s APPLE user okay! He has Ipod, Iphone (tak sure cuz he use phone case) and Macbook (Sumpah macam terbeliak mata tengok dia keluarkan Macbook masa tu!). Plus he’s an IT/Internet Savvy too (He’s 40+); He know about Twitter and Facebook. TERBAIK!

Anyways, since I’m only taking 5 subjects for this sem.. I’m aiming for 4.00 flat or AT LEAST 3.6 above (mana lah tau if I screw up my Microeconomics & Statistics or Islamic Worldview). IT and Accounting should be OKAY cuz I already learn it before at CFS and during High School. Statistics pun. That’s why AT LEAST I should get 3.6 above. I dont understand why we have to learn it again.

NVM. Memang dah berkarat pun ilmu IT, Accounting & Statistics ni.. If I didnt get 3.6 above lah kan. Seriously I should err.. *geleng kepala*

Oleh itu, dengan ini, disaksikan oleh pembaca-pembaca entri ini, Saffa berjanji nak belajar rajin-rajin dan InsyaAllah dapat kan 4.00 flat supaya Saffa boleh mintak DSLR dari parent Saffa. Aminnn…

Oh ya, SET UR AIM(s)/GOAL(s). Seriously it would help you a lot! Matlamat akan membuatkan kita lebih fokus daripada hanya “Aku Nak Berjaya“..