Sombong

First of all, Terima Kasih sangat-sangat atas teguran tu. :) Secondly, to answer that question, adalah lebih baik kalau kita dalami dahulu makna ‘Sombong‘.

“Menganggap dirinya besar dan memandang orang lain hina /rendah.”

“Terasa kelebihan dan kehebatan yang ada pada diri sendiri, kemudian ditambah dengan sifat suka menghina dan merendahkan orang lain.

Sebenarnya, sejak Saffa sekolah menengah lagi ramai yang cakap Saffa sombong. Perkara ni ada kaitan dengan Saffa bukan jenis yang sangat murah senyuman. And Saffa suka buat pokerface.

Okay. Let me tell you something. I HATE WALKING/BEING ALONE (passing a crowd of people). That’s because I have this kind of feeling that I’m being watched / people are talking about me. So, I tend to be a bit ‘reserved‘.

If you caught me looking at my HP / checking my bag while walking alone, itu maksudnya I’m extremely nervous and trying to cover myself. Dan kalau Saffa BERSEORANGAN juga, I will avoid any eyes contact with people. I always feel that I’m so pathetic when I’m alone.

Sebenarnya perkataan ‘Sombong‘ tu terlalu kasar maksudnya. Kalau nak di ikut kan, Saffa tak ada sebab untuk rasa diri Saffa ni ‘besar’. If you are among my friends, I’m sure you realise how diff I am when I’m alone and when I’m with my ‘close‘ friends.

Kenal Farah? Roommate Saffa? Mesti kenal kan..

She’s so friendly and boleh masuk dengan semua orang. Semua orang dia boleh tegur. And dengan classmate kitaorang, Farah memang… Well. Kecoh gila? Hahaha. :P

But. Saffa tak. Saffa susah nak ‘masuk’ dengan orang. Even with my CFS ex-classmate. Saffa still rasa awkward with some of them. Unlike Farah yang boleh tegur semua ex-classmate CFS. Saffa hanya mampu senyum.

When I was in Form 1. During the first day. Saffa hanya cakap dengan orang sebelah Saffa lepas waktu rehat. Itu pun dia yang mula dulu. I’m not sombong. It just that I dont know how to start socializing. Like, “Hi. Nama apa?”

ACTUALLY, I’m a SHY person.

shyness (also called diffidence) is a social psychology term used to describe the feeling of apprehension, lack of confidence, or awkwardness experienced when a person is in proximity to, approaching, or being approached by other people, especially in new situations or with unfamiliar people.

Even today, masa attend talk on “Islam and Secularism“. Saffa hanya mampu senyum bila salah seorang peserta ni tegur Saffa and kawan Saffa. Padahal dalam hati nak sangat cakap dengan dia juga. =(

Just because I’m very active in societies and clubs, tak bermaksud Saffa ni sangat easy going. There must be some awkwardness before I get along and jadi gila-gila. ;)

Saffa sedar senyum itu adalah sedekah. Dan Saffa rasa Saffa sentiasa senyum dengan orang yang Saffa kenali. Kalau Saffa ada terlepas pandang / tak membalas senyuman, Saffa pasti itu tidak sengaja / tak nampak. Tak ada niat langsung untuk tidak membalas senyuman sesiapa pun.

Kalau lelaki, lain cerita.. :)

People are stereotyping! shy&reserved isnt equal to sombong..

BTW, I’m a Dreamy Idealists .

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