Membebel #002
*mengeluh*
Sombong. Gedik. Perasan. Whatsoever.
I wont care much about this blog anymore. I’m sorry that I’m not GOOD in socialising. I’m sorry that I always emo. I’m sorry that I couldnt be soo hypocrite and pretend that it’s okay. Owh. It’s okay. Okayy. Sometimes I do. But I’ve my own limit.
I’m not a Super Woman or own any Super POWER. I’ve feelings. I’m just a human. Typical girl with typical life. Up and Down like a wheel. Happy & Sad as you do.
Sometimes I tried to ignore the reality. Yeah. Reality sux. Sometimes I can be very opstimistic.. But, very often I fail to control my sensibility. “Sabar Sabar Sabar. This is LIFE. What’s Life without test test and test..”
*Tarik nafas*
Life sux kann. Fuh. Okay. Attitude and Worldview. I need to change my attitude and worldview if i dont wanna fall like a nangka busuk. I NEED TO CHANGE. But. yeah. Bukan senang nak berubah.
Susah nak jumpa orang yang boleh berubah dalam masa sehari. Tabiat lagi lah. Slow slow slow. But yeah. Where to find the enthuism to CHANGE?
I know I know I know. But how.. It’s not easy.
Dan manusia.. cepat lupa. I wonder if I.. You know. Can change and not forget what I promised to myself etc.
This two freaking weeks (semester break).. I was at home and yeah.. at ‘Kedai’ too.. helping my parents as waitress etc. It’s sooo like HELL giler. I have love hate relationship with this ‘part time job’. Sometime I hate it. Sometimes it just soo LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Being a waitress is not easy. During peak hour, where orders can up to TWENTY bills.. bersusun macam apa. Ingat yang tukan makan pun emo ker. Tunggu lama etc. WTF. Habis tu. Kami ni. The waitress berlari sana sini. Amik order, angkat pinggan etc. Tak penat ker?
We tried our best to entertain you and you.. the consumers. Even with those ridicilous orders. Maggi & Pattaya Ladna. Kuew Tiaw Pattaya letak Daging Merah etc. Limau ais tak nak biji. Tom Yam nak pedas giler nak mampus. Of course we can do it. We are willing to do ANYTHING for customers. Even after walking here and there for freaking two hours..
Still. We need to smile. And Sabar sabar sabar taking your freaking lama-nya-nak-fikir punya order. It’s okay if customers tak ramai but when there’s like freaking ramai customers and while waiting for your orders I could serve other tables.. That would be so depressing okay.
And then.. here and there request Telur Dadar, Sambal Belacan and Sup Kosong. I can be pretty confused too. I’m SO SORRY. I’m sorry that I’m so forgetful. I’m sorry. It just so depressing okay. Freaking depressing sampai I wonder how my parents could do this job for freaking more than 20 years untuk sara our family.
My legs hurt so much sampai sometimes I wish I could just run from there.. I dont want to do it anymore. I used to cry because of this so called “hardship”. It was too hard for me. I did few mistakes and was scold. Missed few orders etc. I feel so guilty when customers have to waiiittttttt for their food. Looking at the empty tables and their hungry face jenguk jenguk where are their food. I dont feel very ease punn. But what can we do.. It’s not that the food jatuh dari langit. There’ only two cooks. Believe me. We try our best to serve you.
Right now.. the only thing that make me still do it is my parents. And I think despite all those aches, my parents still do it because of us too. One thing that they always told us, “We Do It Because Of You.. ”
Being a waitress taught me to be patient.
The job actually.. agak entertaining. Those loud and humorous customers. The friendly customers. And those pelanggan tetap that always says “Macam Biasa” since I was small.. Gosh. Tak bosan ker makan benda sama? And it’s entertaining too when some customers mengeluh bila Mak tak masak sebab sibuk buat benda lain. And when the customers request and insist my mum to cook their food. Not the other Cook which is my brother.
It’s more entertaining when there are “pelanggan lama” that ask.. “Kamu ker yang kecik kecik dulu.. lari sana sini”.. Yup. that’s right. That’s me. Haha.
I grew up at that ‘Kedai’. It’s my second home.
Oh. BTW. I was summoned due something by Mahallah Office and I thought that I wont be able to access my result. But.. Somehow. The summon was not recorded (yet?).. So. I could view my result. WTF.
So. I did VERY VERY Bad. It’s FREAKING BAD. It sux. Sangat sux. Thank to Allah it still above 3.00. Now. Nak kena puasa 10 hari. Haha. yeah. That’s my nazar if my pointer is above 3.
Okay. Got to go. Esok kerja! Hari-hari kerja kerja kerja! 
Oh. Nah. I’m not gonna back to those twitter, blogsphere what so ever YET. Still emo. WTF kann. Okay. Bubye.
P/s: Baca sampai habis? Satu persatu? Hebattt!
P/s2: I didnt re read this entry. If ada salah ejaan atau whatsoever. Lantakkk lah kan..
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Sabar, Saffa.
“Verily, with every hardship there is ease.”
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Thanks! =)
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