And The Result Is Out!

And what could I say other than Alhamdulillah.

First thing first, searching/skimming for C+ among all the grades. And YES! I SAW THAT FREAKING C+. Seriously! Never thought that I would be so darn happy with C+. Like really happy sampai rasa nak gugur jantung.

Now I’m so ecstatic. Thank you Allah! Nailed all subjects except obviously Finance Management and BM Komunikasi Perniagaan (Gahhhh! I blame it on the fact that I didnt manage my time well, thus, couldnt finish the paper in time).

Imma work harder next semester, the result is far better than what I expected, Alhamdulillah.

Oh ya, for the umpteenth time, honest effort will never betray you!

The Resolutions

Where should I start and how should I start?

Maybe with a lil bit (how should I say this?) review on my last year performance/resolution? To be honest, IMO, I think I did great. 2011 was awesome. A lot of things happened. Well, obviously! There are 365 days after all. I excel in my studies, bought iPhone 4s with my own money, was offered a part time job as graphic designer and consultant, and so much more. I’m blessed. Alhamdulillah.

Just because I said that 2011 was great and awesome, it doesnt mean that everything are always a rainbow. One thing that I learned is, we have to stop dwelling on the past. Past is past. Why let the past stop you from reaching the stars? And today, I’m convinced that I should have move on years ago and step outside my comfort zone.

For this year, I’m going to name this year as “The Year Where I Start My World Domination Plan“. And why would I named it like that? Well. That’s a secret I’ll never tell. Haha. Just kidding. You’ll know when the time come.

So, I made up few resolutions for this year.

# Save up my money! At least RM200 per month (Future Fund) and at least RM200 per month (to buy ultrabook by next year)

# Buy Sony SAL 30mm F2.8 lens 50mm F1.8

# Manage my spending well. THIS! Ever since I earn quite a lot of money, I’ve been spending my money far too lavishly. Before this, I would have never or would hesitate on buying things over RM100 but now, I would spend hundreds whenever I decided to shop.

# Improve my studies (and stop the procrastination). I manage to improve my grades early 2011. But by the end of 2011, my motivation went down and well, I flunked my finance midterm paper. Not sure how about my final. I just can hope that I’ll pass. If not, I need to repeat the paper and that would mess up my study plan. :/

# Keep a friendly face. Keep a friendly face. Smile smile smile. Stop making the poker face. I need to be more friendly with people. Step outside the comfort zone. Initiate the conversations. And well, be more confidence with myself.

# Read more books

And the list goes on. I hope this year would be much better than the years before and no matter what happen, if this year turn out to be disaster, I’ll always be positive and optimistic. And before I end this, allow me to share something from Yasmin Mogahed.

To all those suffering from sadness or depression, know that it isn’t your fault. It isn’t because you’re weak. It isn’t because you’re just not grateful enough. It isn’t because you’re just not religious enough. It isn’t because you don’t have enough faith. It isn’t because God is angry with you.

To all the well-meaning people who tell you this, just smile. And know deep in your heart that the tests of God come in different forms to different people. And know that, by the help of God, every test can become a tool to get closer to Him. And that, verily, with hardship come ease–and like all things of this world–this too shall pass.

That was long! Haha.

I Dont Feel Like Blogging,

I blame this on my mundane life. Or Twitter. Or maybe my iPhone.

And my study week (final exam).

Okay. So yeah, I blame everythings except me. Haha. But seriously, I dont feel like blogging, at least for just the time being. I’ll be back (as in I’ll write more, not just pulishing random pictures). There are few awesome things (going to happen) this year and I just cant wait for it!

I hope everything went well. InsyaAllah. This year will be one of ze most awesome year for me! And for that, thank you everyone, thank you Allah, Alhamdulillah for all the nikmat that you have bestowed upon me. (:

Hello 2012,

Yesterday and Today. Pretty much the same. I guess 1st January 2012 is just another day.

Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

What I Had For Dinner

Went back home yesterday, for a while, less than half day! But it was indescribable. Seeing my parents laugh, hearing stupid jokes & remarks from my family, make up for the limited time that I had with my family.

And I cooked Tom Yam when I was at my parents’s Kedai Makan. Wanted to cook more things! But my stomach was bloated from eating Kangkung Goreng Belacan and Tom Yam. I must say that I need to practice cooking back! Forgotten almost all the recipes. Been a while since the last time I cook (excluding spaghetti & chicken soup).

As usual, we went to my brother’s friend’s restaurant at Selayang before dropping me off back at UIA. Ate steak & som tam!

Why cant we have them in UIA? :/

I Ran For The President

And I lose terribly. HAHA. Malu betul! Like seriously malu gila okayy. =.=”

I dont mind losing. Seriously! It’s not like I really want this position. The former BBA President asked me to participate and gave me the form, so, I just yeah, why not. Isi jer lah borang tu kan.

Things happen really fast. From the meeting, filling the form, the interview, speaker corner and such and then the Annual Grand Meeting. Everything was within a week! Haha. Cant believe that I ran for the President. Freaking President for BBA council.

It was not until the election poster was plastered all over the Kulliyah that I realised how big it is. Luckily people dont really care much about this whole election thing. I think. Stress sebenarnya bila tengok poster bersepah dekat Kulliyyah tu. :/

And honestly, it was during the AGM that I finally realised how big this responsibility is. Being a President would require that person to be able to speak well, as in stand in front of people and speak! Mingle around with people and such. And me? Geez. I can not do that!

I’m awfully awkward with a lot of my classmates. Memang susah lah kalau jadi President. And as a girl, I dont expect to win over a male contestant.

Never the less, it was fun. And this gonna be a joke for the rest of my life. HAHA.

Uplift My Spirit

The past few days has been a very tiring days.

I just finished my Malaysian Business Law mid semester exam paper yesterday evening. So. One more paper to go! Finance Management. Doesnt end there though. There are group assignments, case study and such. What a life!

Despite all the “Ah. Stress!” thingy, the whining about this and that, I actually love studying. I think. It’s fun when you understand things that you learn, discover new knowledge and able to apply it in the daily life.

Even more fun when after all the hard work, you get what you deserve. That satisfaction. Is indescribable. And all the depression. “Aku nak kahwin”. “Nak terjun tingkapppp”. Was just a phase.

Studying is addictive. When there’s no pressure tho.

Anyways, I just watched Paradise Kiss. A japanese movie which is based on a manga. Love it love it love it so much. Fall in love with the hero. Haha. Watching a good movie is all I need to uplift my spirit back. Now. Whateva it is. Bring it on.